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Friday, December 11, 2009

If anyone could have told me...

If anyone could have told me
Id be here again
I would have laughed in their face
Thinking that silly me
I would have learned from
My mistakes
If anyone could have told me
Look out for the one with the pretty face
He'll be the one to do you over
Leave you home
And crying with disgrace
If anyone could have told me
Id be sitting at home
Waiting for a call or a text
To see what my next move would be
Id say now that couldnt be me
If anyone could have told me
Its ok to be alone
Because when you're alone
You evaluate who you are
What you want
How you want it
And never come in second place
If anyone could have told me
I wouldnt be sitting here
Writing this poem to you tonight
If anyone could have told me..

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

I feel nothing..

I feel nothing
Swallowed in the guilt
Of loving you
Thinking of everything
That was so untrue
I feel nothing
No aching heart
No hot streamy tears running down face
No tears
No fears
I feel nothing
As I look down at my phone
Noticing your name next to a text
No skipping beat of the heart
No smile upon my face
No amazement
Not even disgrace
I feel nothing
I've numbed myself to you
Because loving you is just the same
As feeling nothing
Lost in a game
I feel nothing..

Sunday, June 28, 2009

All Of The World...-dedicated to michael jackson(jackson family)..

All of the world

Has stood still

Not really knowin how to deal

Or if the news was really real

All of the worlds

Eyes are filled with tears

Minds traveling

Every which was

Thinking this man has really touched my life

All of the world

Has come together

To celebrate a man

Whom most of us didnt understand

But still

Loved him anyway

Because his music

Touched us within

All of the world

Is now seeing what a great talent he was

And how lucky

We have been to have him

All of the world

Will miss you Mike

And you're story will never end..

Friday, June 19, 2009

I'm Lost..

I'm lost
In my thoughts
I don't where to go
Who turn to
Its feels like
Im alone
Even though theres
A house full of people
Just shoutin' about
I'm lost
I don't know how I got here
Was it back a couple years
When i should have been
screaming come save me my dear
I'm lost
I feel so empty
And without
Without things
That i have no clue
What lies within me
I'm lost
Like a child whose been serperated from its mother
At a local grocery store
And thinks
When's mommy gonna come save me
I'm lost
Thats all i can think
All these inner voices
Screamin' and shoutin' to me
Open you're eyes
And you will see
The way to me
I'm lost
But not for long
I'm findin' my way to me
And that's all I can say
Whose lost...

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

I Just Don't Have It In Me...

I just don't have it in me
To sit back
And watch
Time fly away
I just don't have it in me
Now that we are
Face to face
To say the things
I've longed to say
I just don't have it in me
To much time has past
And now you ask
To be you and me
Like it used to be
I just don't have it in me
To take two steps forward
And three steps
Into the place
I no longer wish to be
I just don't have it in me
To listen to what my heart is tellin' me
Its time to move on
You've done it before
Now its my turn
I just don't have it in me
To see what you
Now see
I just don't have it in me..

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

I Stand Strong..

I stand strong
After all the things you've done
To me
I stand strong
After all the sacrafices
You've led me to do
For you
And all the things
I've gotten you through
I stand strong
After all the lies
And ways you've decieved me
Bruised eyes
And swollen lips
You've given to me
I stand strong
Knowing Iam free from you
To live my life
Without you by my side
Strinking down my pride
I stand strong
Here and now today
Knowing I will be ok
Becuase some weren't able
To make it anothere day
I stand strong..

Monday, June 15, 2009

I Can't Believe..

I can't believe
This wonderful breeze
Beautiful scenary
That you've pictured for me
I can't believe
That you're here with me
After all this time
We've spent apart
I can't believe
This night of all nights
You proposed to me
I can't believe
You're down
On you're knee
Saying you want
To spend the
Rest of your life with me
I can't believe
We've made it this far
Here as I think to myself
As I walk down the aisle
I can't believe
We've just said our vowels
And are now
Preparing a life
A dream it is to be
I can't believe..

Sunday, June 14, 2009

My Mother Once Told Me..

My mother once told me
You have to learn how to stand
On your own two feet
My mother once told me
"I'm gonna show my girls
Don't depend on a man for anything"
My mother once told me
She's proud
Of the accomplishments
Her eldest has grown to be
And in her footsteps
She shall lead
For me
My mother once told me
Beauty and looks
Will get you so far
But brains and books
Will take you
To the stars
My mother once told me
I gave up alot for you two
Working theses jobs
For my kids
Dreams to pursue
My mother once told me
I love you angel
In my my heart I will keep
My three children close to me
My mother never told me
Did she get all these things
From her mother
I think
My mother once told me..

Saturday, June 13, 2009

The Wind blows..

The wind blows cool
The wind blows warm
Seasons change
And like life
Can't stay the same
The wind blows
With a cool kind of sway
And like me
Just can't seem to find its way
The wind blows
Its destination is unknown
Like life
You never know where
You're gonna go
How long you're gonna stay
And the people you will intake
The wind blows
It slightly hits my face
I look up to the sky
And I know what
Life I should embrace
The wind blows
Time after time
And when you're gone
You to will become
The wind
That will gently
Touch the skin
Of lives who can't search within
The wind blows cool
The wind blows warm
The wind blows..

Friday, June 12, 2009

What Is Love..

What does it really mean
Does it mean ill be there for you
When you're sick
Or need someone to talk to
What is love
How can you discribe it
Is it holding someones hand
While they've just been delivered
News that only you could understand
What is love
Where can you find it
Is it awaiting at your front door
Like a U.P.S package
You've ordered
Through a store
What is love
And why is it only a selected few have managed to find it
Did they curl their hair differently that day
Trim up those edges
Get rid of that 5 o'clock shadow
Walk up to you
And say hello
What is love
Is not the question
Where is love
To find
Is my destination
Ive realized over these past years
You can't force someone to feel what you do
How do you know what you're feelin' is love
Or something true
Love is always starrin' back at you
where you look is up to you
I turn to my family and friends
Whom I know
Will love me
To the end
That is love...

Thursday, June 11, 2009

How Do I Choose?..

My heart weighs heavy
Filled with confussion
How do I choose?
Between two lovers
Who have taken me to places that ive never been
Lovers that i have given my all
How do I choose?
When everything in me is tellin me i need the both of you
How do i choose?
When my heart says that i don't have to
But my mind says i need to
How do i choose?
Now that i have the both of you
Standin' right infront of me
Screaming "choose me choose me"
How do i choose?
I choose someone that i've forgotten about
I choose me
Thats how i choose..